It has been a strange month of sorts. The ticker moved another year for me as I neared my quarter life and no closer to anything else I want. It feels like I am watching a movie where happiness, sadness, highs and lows happen to other people. I am a mere spectator stuck with a plastic smile and a projected sense of someone else's emotions. Some people got through b-schools, some people are closer to better jobs and promotions. Some people to marrying and starting a life with someone else.
What on earth am I doing except perfecting my 1001 ways to sit at home and not do anything? People keep talking about the easier way out of things. Where is my easier way out?
P.S- On the brighter front my few moments of sunshine were
=> My visit home and an extended birthday celebrations with parents and sister, friends and lots of gift!
=> A letter from some guy who had a crush on me. While really funnily written with spooky details about our apparent encounters, it felt nice to know that someone liked you enough at some point in time, to put themselves out like that.
=> A tiny glimmer that Dodo could be back for a week next month and give me something to cheer about.
=>Finishing 4 years in a relationship and overcoming all barriers.
3 comments:
See there was a bright side na..?? Congrats on completing 4 years...may many more come...!!!
Well, doing nothing is itself a gr8job as you are doing nothing and u got 1001 ways with perfection to do nothing.According to Einstein,you got 1001 ways to do just nothing... ;~)
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